23.7.09

A Bitter Sweet Beginning


I have asked you all to come here today because I have news for all of you. A select few of you is aware that I have officially moved to Portugal once more. I wish I could explain why, but the truth of the matter is extremely personal and not a happy one. However, be aware that I am extremely happy to be leaving. No it is not because I hate it here, but rather because I love it there. I am free, I am myself, and I am everything I want to be when I'm there. I welcome all of you to visit me when you have time.

You can comment this blog, or my facebook, send me an email, or im me, I shall try to be on aim as much as possible.
I would then like to thank everyone who has made this year a beautiful one. You have made me grow so much this year, and I can not begin to thank you enough. You will always be in my heart and thoughts.

I've lived great experiences this year, from organizing and protesting, to laughing, crying, jumping, hugging, kissing, smiling, and hopefully helping. This year has been essential in my life to make me a better person, and I have all of you to thank for that.

Take a look around my blog, the songs that are on the playlist, I feel, describe me as I see myself. The title of the blog came to me as I remember my years of great innocence and how much easier they were. Yet i acknowledge that now that I am aware of the demons out there, I can be much happier, because I can fight them off. I am strong enough.


I will miss you all, and I apologize for any hurt I have caused any of you. I am sorry I did not tell you that I was leaving, but I hate goodbyes.


xoxo,
no longer Chaos,
But just plain,
Lee <3