23.7.09

A Bitter Sweet Beginning


I have asked you all to come here today because I have news for all of you. A select few of you is aware that I have officially moved to Portugal once more. I wish I could explain why, but the truth of the matter is extremely personal and not a happy one. However, be aware that I am extremely happy to be leaving. No it is not because I hate it here, but rather because I love it there. I am free, I am myself, and I am everything I want to be when I'm there. I welcome all of you to visit me when you have time.

You can comment this blog, or my facebook, send me an email, or im me, I shall try to be on aim as much as possible.
I would then like to thank everyone who has made this year a beautiful one. You have made me grow so much this year, and I can not begin to thank you enough. You will always be in my heart and thoughts.

I've lived great experiences this year, from organizing and protesting, to laughing, crying, jumping, hugging, kissing, smiling, and hopefully helping. This year has been essential in my life to make me a better person, and I have all of you to thank for that.

Take a look around my blog, the songs that are on the playlist, I feel, describe me as I see myself. The title of the blog came to me as I remember my years of great innocence and how much easier they were. Yet i acknowledge that now that I am aware of the demons out there, I can be much happier, because I can fight them off. I am strong enough.


I will miss you all, and I apologize for any hurt I have caused any of you. I am sorry I did not tell you that I was leaving, but I hate goodbyes.


xoxo,
no longer Chaos,
But just plain,
Lee <3

2 comments:

  1. Bruce JohnsonAugust 09, 2009

    Wow you moved back to portugal thats kind of a shocker but as long as you are happy its ok. You are a great person and will be missed by alot of people. Keep on debateing and achieving your goals. ^_^

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  2. It's pretty good to have you here, again :)
    I hope that you have good stories about us (stupid stories, I know), since when you back to America, you can laugh ;D
    kiss!

    I hope I didn't make a lot of mistakes!

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Thanks for the comment, I'll reply to you personally as soon as I can =]